
I kicked off this year reading the fantastic Why I Love Horror: Essays on Horror Literature edited by Becky Siegel Spratford.
You can find my review HERE, but I wanted to take this space to dive a little further on my own personal Horror journey.
I'm often asked "What's the scariest book you've ever read?" And this is a very valid question. But it's also a loaded question as well, because what is scary to me may not be scary to you. This is because horror is subjective.
What scares me? I think what gets under my skin the most is bleak horror. When there's no hope. One book that does this well is The Ruins by Scott Smith. It's a survival horror about four friends that take a vacation to Mexico and wind up getting stuck in some ancient ruins. One by one the characters are picked off, with hope dwindling with each life lost. While the characters annoyed me in this book, the hopelessness really got to me.
Where did my love for Horror start? Let's take a journey into the past. As stated in my Instagram post, watching my dad play Resident Evil One really stuck with me as a kid. The scene with the giant snake truly traumatized little me. Looking back on it now, it makes me laugh. Everything was so cringy. The graphics weren't great and the dialogue was corny. But its a classic for a reason and I still love it dearly. "You were almost a Jill Sandwich!"
Another instance was when I was flipping through the channels, looking for something to watch. Stephen King's IT was on television. My young, innocent mind believed that someone would truly make a movie involving kids playing Tag Your It...So you best believe I was in shock when I see a clown holding balloons, inviting children to float. Then blood spewing out of the sink all over Beverly's bathroom. You best believe I hit the guide button on that TV remote and figured out that it was rated R. I ran to my room in terror as my mom laughed at me. And yes Child's Play did the same thing to me too. Who knew a movie involving a doll was actually a slasher in disguise.
So what made me stop being such a scaredy cat? Honestly, I think playing Resident Evil 4 made me start appreciating horror more. I slowly started building myself up, until I could handle movies like Sinister (WHICH PHEW terrified me a lot). Final Destination also terrified me. To think that near death experiences had become a death sentence had me on the edge of my seat. And death definitely gets creative when taking back what it's owed.
I love chasing that rush I feel when watching something scary. I love looking in the background for something subtly creepy (i.e. Haunting of Hill House ghosts in the background). I feeling my heart race as I wait for the jump-scare to pop up on the screen, or the fake out to cue the scare when I least expect it.
So what books got me into reading horror?
Well of course Stephen King kick started me. Now you may think I'm going to mention The Shining. While that is a FANTASTIC book of his and an all time favorite, Misery was one of my first and favorite works.
When I joined bookstagram, my world was opened to all kinds of horror novels. I never knew so many horror books/authors existed.
Some of the wonderful books I've discovered and will forever recommend are as follows:
Come Closer by Sara Gran
The Reformatory by Tananarive Due
Below by Laurel Hightower
I'm Thinking of Ending Things by Iain Reid
Mary by Nat Cassidy
Fantasticland by Mike Bockoven
Bat Eater and Other Names by Cora Zeng
Night Film by Marisha Pessl
We Used To Live Here by Marcus Kliewer
Slewfoot by Brom
The Twisted Ones by T. Kingfisher
Eynhallow by Tim McGregor
...and so many more books!
I love that Horror has a little bit of something for everyone.
Love Romance? How about a gothic horror with a dash of romance on the side?
Love Thrillers? So many horror books toe the line of thrillers.
Love History? There are so many historical horrors out there to try out.
Your favorite genre has a place in horror. There is a horror book out there for everyone! Want a rec to get you kickstarted? As for a rec on my profile page.
Thanks for coming to my TED talk lol.